Happy Birthday to me!

I turn(ed) sixteen today!

I'm not in such a it's-my-Birthday-mood though; just sitting at home and listening to music .

I'm v. excited though, becuase I'm getting a laptop from my parents. I'm not entirely sure when, but sometime soon-ish. I've wanted one for aaaaaaages.

Last night, I decided that I want to write a novel before I turn seventeen. Not sure if I can do it, but I'd like to try .

In quite the terrible mood. Was in a good one before. Hmmm. I used to hate writing about things like this - but I don't want to be ashamed of it, or fear being labelled an "emo" anymore.

People have emotions; and some of them happen to be negative. Nobody's always in a good mood.


Things have been kind of strange lately. Well.. stranger.

I feel that I have a lot of things to express, but I don't seem to be managing to do so. It feels as though I'd feel a lot more...clear (in want of a better word) if I can get it out somehow.

On a happier note, I graduated Japanese School today. After 11 years (Kinder, Prep, Grade 1-6, Year 7-9). That means I completed compulsory education in Japan. Not that it'd get me all that far if I go there and try to get a job . It's going to feel strange not going there anymore. Will miss some of the people there. Some people...not so much.


I feel as though...if I found one word that could trigger me, everything else would rush out after it.

I need that word, damnit.

Hmm. I am currently:
1. Not liking school.
2. Obsessed with "Over my head" by The Fray
3. Annoyed about the fact that I know I still fear being labelled an emo.
4. Feeling rather sick.
5. Needing some inspiration.

protege--moi

About time, I know.

I hope you've all been well.

Sorry about the sudden disappearance; I should've at least left some sort of warning - and I'm sorry I didn't. Things have been quite messy lately, to say the least.

They haven't really cleared up as of yet, but my writing block of way-too-many-months ended, and I missed dA too much - so here I am

I'll probably start updating today, and will probably be immediately thrown back into my obsession with dA.

love protege--moi

Am sick .
Lost my voice on Friday, but have got out of no school (unfortunately ). Instead missed three Birthday parties *sulks*.

Have been working pretty hard lately, hence not so much dA. Which is good, but bad. Good that I'm actually motivated to work, but bad that I have to fight my infatutation for dA .

Yaay I have Philosophy tomorrow And History. I also have double Maths at the end of the day which kind of ruins everything, but I suppose Phil. and Hist. will pull me through. Hopefully.

~Bwennyy and ~fuziness are in Malaysia at the moment... with a group of other boys. Performing (singing/dancing). I hope that they're having a lot of fun.

That's all from me for today; time to attend to my pile of homework (which includes Philosophy and Legal studies so it's not too bad).

Love protegemoi. xoxo.

P.S. GLOMPS TO YOU ALL!

Clubs:

My dear Watchers:

Today was the first day back at school; term 3. It's going to be so hard trying to get used to waking up at 6:40 every morning again. Am aggressive today because I'm so tired.

I actually want to TRY this semester, so I'll have to be on dA less. Which is heartbreaking. But yes.

Hahaha, the coordinator lost my sem. 1 report!
"I'm so sorry, Erica. I'll try to get hold of it as soon as possible."
"Oh no, there's no problem. Really."

Hmm...shall be going off now to attempt some Maths, as well as other work which I probably don't even have to do.

Lots of love from protege--moi.